It's not my fault that I can't understand your pain

$\small不能理解你的痛楚不是我的过错$

I'm going round in circles over nothing

$\small我在漫无目的地徘徊$

Despite the energy I've spent on being you

$\small尽管我给你付出了那些能量$

I don't think it'll all amount to something

$\small但我不认为这将具有任何意义$

So please forgive me if I'm seeming far away

$\small所以请原谅我，若我看上去遥不可及$

It takes a while to find the hard-reset key

$\small找到硬复位键需要一些时间$

My heart is broken and my psyche's doing worse

$\small我的身体支离破碎，精神沉湎$

At this point it'd be best if you could end me

$\small请在这刻结束我吧$

I-

$\small我-$

want to fall apart again

$\small愿再次离析$

With water in my veins-

$\small与不纯净的血液$

and ice inside my brain

$\small和已麻木的心智$

Oh

I-

$\small我-$

need to crash against the day

$\small得予这白日以猛击$

A slave to all I make

$\small囚系于我所犯下的累累$

A teardrop in the lake I call——

$\small我愿称为潮中泪珠$

It's been a week since I've had a proper meal

And yet my brain still seems content to let me starve

The months just flicker by

I can't yet bring myself to cry for the ragged holes they carve

So I apologize for my selfishness

The way I've left you powerless as I retreated back into myself

I have a weight on you-

I haven't paid my dues-

You know I don't deserve your help

At the end of the universe

There is nothing but the amber of your soul

Listen close to your death drive

There is nothing left for this life

And god will know you choose right

But I can see the light——

I-

want to fall in love again

with lightening in my veins-

and storm inside my brain

Oh

I-

need to claw above the day

To care for all I make

To hear the echoed wake I call——

When the night is gone

The tides will part

All a testament to fear of moving on

I won't let you have this one

Not until my collapsing heart turns to rust